Its like I dont care if I get pregnant or not at this point. However I know I'm going to be scared when I do find out then I'm just be confused like what the heck am I going to do. I have my partner in all who wants a baby badly. Is it wrong to say it but the only reason were together is one I'm not on any form of birth control so that he can have a baby. However I just want a baby then I want leave him after having the baby. In the mix of all this I'm catching feels and now being on this app I want to have that perfect family and I even want get married. And

On top of this I told everyone even friends and family I never wanted kids or to be married. I hate my life and I now think I there might be a chance pregnant.