I need to rant/advice

Chanelle

This is pretty long so thank you for reading.

I lived with my baby daddy for a year, we have a daughter who is 11 Months. His step dad kicked me out for being defiant. All I told him was "NO" but this literally all started because baby daddy was playing video games and got upset that our daughter was crying I didn't get up to get her when I've had her all day. All he does is drink, play video games, he doesn't like to do family things at all, and just over all insecure and complains about everything. I understand that he is the bread winner but he always threw it in my face, always told me I did nothing but watch the baby all day. Now, we lived with his parents and his mother was just awful. She is very two-faced and lies so much that you never know when she's telling the truth. Ever since our daughter was born she acts like her granddaughter is her kid, and when she helps us out she throws it back in our face. Well now that I'm back at home I feel lost. I went back home with my parents to no job, no school, literally with $90 in my bank account, I don't even have a room at home anymore, my baby daddy just let us leave but now he is mad because we left and blames me for everything. The weekend before I came home he went to a sex shop, went out with another girl behind my back, and even told me he wanted to have sex with another girl, all while me and our daughter were at home. He said he was blacked out and acts like what he did doesn't matter. But I love him, and I want a family and that weekend I found out I'm pregnant again and I feel like how could o have another baby with him. I just don't know what to do anymore. He wants

To be a family when it's convenient but just the fact that he let us go back home so easily hurt me the most and it angers me that he talks crap to me and if I want things to work that I have to show him that I can change when it should be both of us.