If you know you were in love crazy in love the first time, and if that could've never ended you would've grown old with that person but it went toxic and ended badly, would you accept that person back if you were already married?

If the man you're with now is logical to love, takes care of you when you're sick, supports you financially, always ready to take the next step, great with your family, close to his and a hard worker, would you stay or go? Do you really even love him?