I had a c section on July 9th and it was not planned I wanted to do everything natural because I know you heal quicker and I'm a very impatient person. But after being in labor for more than 24 hours and a few close calls with the babies heart rate dropping I told them to do anything they needed to as long as my baby was ok. So in a matter of minutes they gave me an epidural and had me off too the emergency room.... everything happened so fast after that I'm laying there numb as can be and pretty out of it because I was going into shock. Soon my husband was let into the room and they already almost were done we were holding hands and then I hear my baby! It was amazing I didn't care what was happening to my body, tho the noises it was making were disturbing. But I just looked at my husband thinking he's ok.as they where getting Rhett (my baby) cleaned up I passed out so I didn't get to hold him right away. But when I came to my husband was next to me with the baby and he was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen.

Since we been home tho recovery has been really hard on me (why I joined the group) I'm trying to be the mom my baby needs but I'm in a lot of pain and have a uti from the catheter so I keep running fevers. Plus I'm anemic now and I just don't feel good. It's really getting me down..... moms I need advice plz help me.