11 years of standing beside him and this is the thanks I get!

Tammy
OK so here goes. I met my husband 11 years ago. We were together 5 months b4 we got married. We were so happy and so in love. A year after we married I got pregnant with our son. He deployed to Iraq 3 months after conception. When I was 5 months pregnant I was hospitalized with pre-eclampsia and he was sent home. I delivered 5 days later via emergency C-section due to the fact that I had full on eclampsia. My liver was swelling kidneys were shutting down and if they didn't deliver right then we both would have died. Our son was born at 29 weeks and weighed 1lb 12oz. After a very long and hard 3 months in the hospital we finally brought him home. 3 months after we brought him home we transferred duty stations. I was a first time mom, somewhere where I didn't know anyone. Alone with a special needs child all day while he was at work. When he would come home house was clean and food was on the table. I would put it son to bed at 830 - 900 at night and we would spend a few hours together b4 going to bed ourself. A month after we had moved he started cheating on me with one of his soldiers. That went on for about 3 months b4 I found out. 3 years later I conceive our daughter. She was born at 33 weeks due to the same conditions as our son. With the exception I new what my body was telling me and it didn't get as bad. My husband was medically discharged from the army a year after she was born. From the first incident of infidelity there was 7 years worth of it. 64 women in total. I finally said I can't do this anymore, I had done everything to save my marriage and I had enough. So I left him. We were separated for 2 years. He was seeing someone else within those 2 years. She got pregnant. He told me he wanted to work on our marriage so I took him back. He moved in with me. A month later his still gf, apparently, becomes homeless. I am a good hearted person, and I can't stand to see anyone homeless. So what do I do, I let her move in. They have both been staying here in my house the last 3 months. He expected me to share him with his pregnant homewrecker. Friday was the last straw. I told him it was me and his 2 kids or her and her unborn child. After throwing shit and breaking things. And telling me I was a worthless bitch he chose to be homeless sleep in the truck with her then his wife of 11 years. Oh I forgot to mention that my kids are in foster care bc the conditions of their house was completely unacceptable. And bc I let our kids go over there without knowing how the house looked. I am facing child endangerment charges along with his Whore. But yet he has no charges