Is this disrespectful or not??

Me and my boyfriend has been together 1 yr and half and we lost a baby in February. Now I am about 6weeks pregnant and he doesn't want it but I do. Is it disrespectful for me to keep the baby? I've been trying for over 8 years to have one and I don't believe in abortions unless it's a health reason. I don't want to leave him but I don't want to get rid of my baby either.