Breastfeeding and not loving it :/

Leah

I'm exclusively breastfeeding my 3 week old son and I'm so over it. I feel like it's sucking all of the joy out of motherhood, and I feel so guilty for feeling that way. I'm going to continue to breastfeed him I'm not giving up but it's just SO.HARD, and so demanding. He's always hungry, I can never leave him for more than a few minutes unless I have a bottle pumped and somebody willing to give it to him, I'm not getting any sleep cause he nurses for so long and frequently. I feel like I'm not doing it right cause I see other moms loving it and their babies eat only every couple hours but Chase literally always wants to eat. I'm just sick of it. All I do is nurse. Does it get better in time? I want to do this for at least 6 months but it's making me unhappy and I feel so bad for feeling that way. ☹️