Sad Morning :(

Nova

well, AF is still late, but I got a BFN!💔 Should I wait to test? or just give up on the idea this month and just assume that AF IS still on her way? Lasnight I had crazy dreams about taking the test and it being positive. my whole family was there for the news and everyone was so excited. Woke up to a BFN. Man this sure does take a toll on me /: I tried not to get to excited on the idea but how could I not get my hopes up? Esp. If I'm late. I guess I'm just feelin a little defeated this morning 😢. Anyone else get this crappy feeling? I haven't told DH yet. He's stationed 6 hours away from me right now. He gets to visit once a month. I guess I just don't want to make myself sound silly because I was so sure that this was our month. Just had to rant a bit /: