Frustrated

My boyfriend and I are long distance. Last time we saw each other we didn't really end on good terms. He said that he just doesn't know about anything anymore and he just doesn't care about anything and that he might be going through a depressive state. So I guess we are still together though, it seems like he's been making more of an effort to text but he doesn't call. He told me he's going to cali to see his family this weekend and he seemed excited. I know it's his family and that's fine, I just wish he got that excited when he would see me because he flat out told me he wasn't as excited as he should be to see me last time. I'm just hurt. And I feel like I deserve to be with someone who wants to be with me. I've put so much support into this relationship