First pregnancy at age 30 after 6 months of trying

Ashley

Sunday I found out I was pregnant and today Wednesday the doctor used methotrexate to abort the baby in my Tubes ! He confirmed through vaginal ultrasound and blood work ! I am devastated ! I feel like every thing I ever wanted was handed to me then ripped away ! I am a ball of emotion and can't stop crying! Has anyone experienced this and went on to have a normally healthy pregnancy?