so I'm 21 me an my bf have been together for 4 years and back in December a couple days after Christmas I had a miscarriage I found out after going to the ER I came home crying an had to tell him we cried and talked a little but not much I wish he talked to me more about it but he don't say anything bout it he kinda just shuts down and the past few weeks it's been hitting me hard my due date was 8-07-17 and i didnt know the gender i was only 8 weeks but it still hits me hard sometimes I really just wanna be pregnant and have our own baby it's like by biggest wish right now i take of kids for a living and i just want my own to take of and when I try to talk to him bout having a baby he jus says "he wants one but it'll happen when it happens" that's bout it and he don't talk bout the miscarriage at all and I just wish he'd say something more