I'm done - I can't do it anymore. I can't keep putting myself through the stress and depression of trying every month and having my body fail us time after time after time. Two years of trying and the devastating loss of our pregnancy last year has really taken its toll on my mental health. My husband, while he loves me, doesn't want to give up and tried guilt tripping me into continuing. All he keeps saying is 'It'll happen' 'Just be strong' 'Just don't think about it'. I'm over it. I don't want to be strong anymore. I don't want my physical and mental health to continue to decline trying to achieve something that is obviously not meant to happen right now. I can't let my marriage keep being effected by this. I hate my body for letting me down. It's an awful feeling as a woman. I feel so defeated.