New found strength

This goes out to all of us that due to certain events in the past are full of insecurities. I recently understood that if I don't love myself if I don't accept myself how can I expect anyone else to do so?

Don't doubt yourselves ladies. Don't let the idiots of the past shape who you are and your future relationships.

I was and still am so insecure I keep trying to convince myself my husband is interested in another woman. It is driving me nuts. I am driving myself nuts. Because he has done nothing to show in the slightest that I should be worried.

The funny part is I don't even have a certain woman I am worried about. In my mind it could be anyone that is smarter , prettier, funnier than me.

I decided to end it all. I'm done with this negativity that I am bringing on myself!

I decided that fuck yes I am good enough and smart enough and beautiful enough to have a husband that adores me and won't let me down.

Remember ladies yourself could turn out to be your best friend or your worst enemy. It's your choice.

Lots of love to all of you