1st day home

I am exhausted to say the least. Went into labor Friday morning and since then I have slept a combined 6 hours, maybe 7. Baby girl slept 14 hours last night and 5 more today. With all the commotion and hormones and nerves I can't seem to calm down enough to sleep. I'm crying for no reason, and I just got up to go to the bathroom and stood in the middle of our bedroom peeing as my SO watched. It just started coming and I couldn't stop it. Quickly soaked the Goliath pad and my pants😅 thank god for this man in my life somehow holding my emotion wreck together!

Now I'm going to try and enjoy the dry feeling in my pants and force myself to stop checking Olivia's chest rising long enough to get some sleep, I'm no use to anybody in my current zombie state.

PROPS to all you mommies out there, this is the REAL DEAL.