weird question

okay this is really weird but can your throat "break" if someone forces their dick down it? like two years ago, i was fooling around with this guy and i ended up going down on him (he was way too big, like scary big, and i cant deep throat anyway so i didnt do that), but he like pushed my head all the way down and it like killed my throat and i heard it make this weird like cracking/popping noise and he kept doing that and my throat kept making that noise, and like since then if i lay on my stomach and turn my head to the side to sleep, my trachea or esophagus or whatever will shift and hurt really bad and i have to like push it back into place and it makes that same noise? it also does it if im laying on my side and prop my head up on my hand. it had never done that before and thats the only thing i can think of that wouldve caused it, besides being intubated for a surgery around that same time. does that happen? i feel like a 10 year old asking that but its just really freaking me out, and it hurts.