My angel went to heaven today

Erin • Mother of two perfect little girls and one angel baby.

I found out I was pregnant on July 15th. I was so overjoyed as it hasn't been easy to conceive. July 16th I had some leg/lower abdomen cramps on the right side along with spotting. I went to the local walk in clinic where they confirmed my blood hcg. Levels were very low at 26. Three days later on Wednesday the 19th I was tested again and they went to 162. 7 days later on the 26th they went from 162 to 2,556. The spotting stopped appropriately on the 20th. I went today to have my first ultrasound only to see my perfectly healthy baby inside my tube.

They sent me to the emergency room and they let me know that my sweet angel was just too big for the shot so surgery was a must.

I knew in my heart last week something wasn't right but I just didn't want to believe it.

I lost my sweet child tonight around 930 pm. I am so lost right now.

I was only 7 weeks today but my heart is hurting as if this baby was full term.

I guess what I have to say is PLEASE trust your gut. Rest In Peace Baby Eidsvold. Mommy loves you and misses you so much already.