I LITERALLY JUST NEEDA RANT

So my "bestfriend" s mother is currently dealing with a lot, due to her father recently finding out he has a terminal cancer (he is 80 so despite this discovery, he has had a good life) her sister was involved in a car accident which was so extreme it was on the news, and then being fined 400$ for not stopping for 3 seconds at a stop sign. So I decided this morning I would buy her two bags of her favourite chocolate- Pineapple lumps. Okay, I have a weekend job working with racehorses as a stable hand which means 20$ an hour, but only working 2 hours and for the afternoon shift on both Saturday and Sunday, over the entire weekend I only earn 80$. Well, I bought these 2 bags of pineapple lumps and gave them to my bestfriend to give to her mum from me. She then replied with "I'll say I bought them for her" which I got kinda pissed about. And then, while in class I notice she's opened them and sneakily trying to eat them so I don't notice. I'm so pissed off. I got them for her mum not her fucking lazy ass self who doesn't even have a job so each time we go out I have to pay for everything.

On top of that, I literally bought her a whole big family sized block of her "favourite" chocolate the other week because she was at school and on her period and felt sick so I literally ran 10kms (to get my exercise in also) to the shops and to buy this chocolate and drop it off at school and what do I get? Nothing. Not even a thankyou. Just a "I dont like that kind of chocolate anymore" and walks off... Yeah... Right

Her birthday is coming up, she literally asked for all this really expensive makeup (Anastasia Beverly Hills, kylie Jenner etc) which costs over 80$ without including postage which is over what I earn in a whole weekend. Not to mention she asked me to go over her house for a sleepover to celebrate her birthday and go out for dinner but I literally have to pay for myself and she wants to go to a hell expensive restaurant but whenever she sleeps over mine, clearly my mum or I pay for her meals etc even though both my mum and I are in a much more serious financial situation than her family.

My mum and I have been fighting ALOT, I have depression and have been seriously struggling, whenever I try to talk to her about it, she makes her situation sound so much worse than mine ALWAYS. And ALWAYS interrupts me. My mum literally stated she wished I had not have been born, when I told her, she said "that's nothing, my mum told me I never get off my lazy ass and I've been so fucking pissed at her since, like I do so much". Sorry, how is that worse??

So my uncle has terminal cancer all through his body (he is 50), my cousin who recently turned 40 has a brain tumour which he may die from, my other uncle has heart problems, my family is struggling financially, I'm depressed , bullied blah blah and yet now she's finally found something to compare to me with in those categories and her situations are so much worse.. Always. Like my whole life has been difficult and she's here getting everything she wants and still complaining and wanting/expecting more.

When I'm bullied she literally sits there and doesn't speak or move. But if she's being bullied I will defend her with all my will. Like I'm so over everything and trying to be a good friend and getting nothing in return.

She was saying how bad her mum is bc she asked her to clean up like 4 things? And bc her mum said she needs to get a job if she wants to keep getting everything expensive. Oh and her mum is taking her on her 6th cruise this year and she's complaining bc cruises are boring and only go to poor countries and she wants to go to la instead and get Starbucks and go shopping. WTF STFU

Her mum is buying her her first car, she has to pay nothing towards it and she literally was complaining that it's an old and shitty car... Oh and also, She said today "when I get a job you'll just have to buy the bad food haha because I'll just probably just want to save and hate spending my money" yeah so do I mate.