just venting

I seriously need a freaking break from my 4 month old child! no one understands how much I need a break I'm willing to get a job just to get away from her and mother and my boyfriend think I'm overreacting but during the day I've been all by myself with her since she was 3 weeks old and honestly I'm tired I just want a break for an hour or 4 but no who give a fuck if I just crazy and shut down I did it to myself right. The situation has gotten so bad that Lately I've been really regretting having her and I never thought I'd feel that way about my own child but I really going crazy (just thought I vent on here since no one I know cares how I feel)