So past 3 too 5 days I have been crying just out of the blue and looking at the app cause I feel like I'm not going to get pregnant what so ever for two years everyone was telling to get pregnant and have another baby and I would always say no and I really meant the no now my son is 4 and about to start school and my husband works crazy hours so I'll be bored and when I got to thinking about it I was like this is the time i want to get pregnant but I feel like I won't just cause of 1 reason 😔😔😔😭😭😭 and it makes me so up set thinking about it just typing it so after my son was born I got on birth control the three year bar thingy in my arm okay cool did it help yes but just 1 thing my son is 4 and its pass the three years so it's not doing it's job anymore yaaaaaaaay 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🎉🎉🎉🙌🙌🙌🙌🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🙌🙌🎉🎉🎉🙌🙌🎉🎉🎉 but with it being in my arm I'm hitting depression I feel like I can't have any baby's what so ever what makes it really hard is when your 4 year old sees baby's and points and shows you and tells you mommy I want to be a big brother.