Miss my ex

My ex made me feel like shit and a queen at the same time. I miss him so much.. our vibe was the best. I felt so comfortable with him. He was there for me when I needed him, I could spend days with him, he just made me feel so good sometimes. Oh and the sex was great. but I don't miss the cheating, lying and him just overall making me look stupid!

We work together and I recently stopped talking to him (about 2 weeks ago). I don't pay him any mind, don't even look his way. It's hard.

He killed my self esteem. I won't trust a man any time soon because of the things he did. But I also feel like I won't find what we had in no one else again. Smh I want to get over this. How do i?