Four days past af 😱

Just want to rant...in May I had surgery to remove endometriosis. They got a lot of it and since ive had two periods. We havent really been trying since then (weve been having sex still but not tracking anything) but I was supposed to get one Thursday and its Monday now. Tests are still neg but Im really hoping its baby time finally after 2 mcs and over a year of trying...please please please!!!