The feeling is now indescribable 😭😭

I've been with the love of my life for 11 years and last year was the first time I got pregnant 😊😊 but it ended in a miscarriage 😭😭😭 all of my bfs have children .. some have two !!! Not to sound like a jerk but all of their men treat them like shit by hitting them , cheating on them or disrespecting them and here I am with a good man and can't get pregnant ... I cry almost everyday ... this is the worst pain ever ... sometimes I feel like if I can't give the man who I love so deeply maybe I should just let him go to impregnate another woman 😭 he deserves a baby ! I feel so worthless as a woman ! Like why me ?? He wants a baby ! He want to have a family ... I know I am being judged by so many 😭😭 all of my close friends have babies and I don't ... I wish I can relate to them when it comes to kids ! Please pray for me ladies .. I'm so hurt