confession

I hurt myself yesterday. But I'm okay I'm safe. I have anger issues and hit myself. I stopped for 3 years because I just gave up and pretended to be happy..bad depression and anger issues don't mix. I never hurt anyone expect myself. my step mom got mad at me in 2014 and slapped me...But I just punched myself in the face. I like to say I'm okay. I'm not. I like to say I'm safe. I am. But I just can't breath. I want to drown myself in alcohol. drink my problems away. I know its unhealthy but I'm unhealthy. so why not double it up. I'm gonna Buy myself some beer. fuck it.