Baby #2

Anyone else expecting baby #2? I just found out tonight that I am. I am upset about it, despite my attempt to be happy. My husband and I were actively preventing and actually had to go through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> to have our first. I feel guilty for being pregnant with our second (they will be almost 2 years apart exactly), and I feel like I'm taking away from our first. I am in shock and disbelief and not at all excited, which adds another layer of guilt. We wanted to wait at least another year. Can anyone relate or am I crazy? This surprise blessing brings another layer of complication to our lives and I just keep thinking about my daughter and how much she will be impacted. How can I feel better about this?