I've got really terrible commitment issues and I'm scared I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life.

I'm an only child, I'm 18 and, yes I've had boyfriends before but I either get bored with them or cheat on them or bring up a little inconsequential flaw that convinces me to end the relationship.

Now, I know my problem, I just don't know what to do about it.

I know I like men so that's not the problem.

My last ex was always telling me to let my guard down and open up, he got mad because I didn't call or text him for week and the saddest part is that I didn't think it was a big deal.

The physical stuff don't phase me, it's the expression of feelings and what not.

Maybe, I'm just not made for relationships.

Ps. My friends call me a fuckboy😭😭