Exhausted.

So I'm a housewife, and have a small farm. My day starts at 4 AM and on a good day, ends at 10. I have two goats that are barely weaned, two adult goats, 22 chickens, 9 ducks, an elderly dog, a kitten plus most days in the summer I have my brother to watch and cousin. It takes an hour just to get the animals situated (3 times a day) not including any chores I have to do, like today I had to build a gate, and trim hooves (which took six hours itself) and I try my hardest with the house, but it isn't spotless. My husband gets home (he is a driver) sits on the couch and plays video games. And bitches at me for not having everything done. He expects me to do everything, no matter how back breaking.

Like today, he was trimming the goats hooves, and he had me pick up TWO 100+ lb goats.

We had a flat one day and the jack slipped so he had ME hold up the car so he could get it situated again.

At the end of the day, my back hurts so bad I'm usually in tears and limping, but he doesn't care. He will still ask me to do this this and that and bitch me when I say I can't.