Please help me

Olivia

So Back I February my parents made me get an abortion. I begged them not to make me do this but they didn't want my life to be more complicated then it already is. Well I'm now having nightmares where I can touch my stomach and i can feel a baby's bony tiny foot and I dream im pregnant... any tips on how I can just get at peace with myself and stop blaming myself... please help please please please help me