Ugh 😣

I've been wanting another baby for a while now and I have a almost 2 year old 😭 my boyfriend is so against it and then the other night (he was drinking) we were in the middle of the deed and he said "I want to have a baby with you" and came in me 😳 and now I don't know if I could possibly get pregnant but on the low I really wanna be again 😭 I miss having a baby baby and the belly 😭😣😔