single moms

i feel like i deal with so much anxiety im a single mom by my choice but bieng 20 having a baby by myself. i feel alone. has anyone ever felt that depressing feeling sleeping by yourself every night just with your baby in your belly worrying about everything if the baby is ok and how things will turn out or how your gonna do it not just emotionally but financially? knowing that not any time soon your gonna have a love life, cuz who wants a pregnant girl with another mans baby? and than i have zero feelings for the dad. plus he doesnt bother at all. its just hard.