i'm currently with the person that transmitted hsv to me. kinda felt like "who else would want me" & kinda felt still in love/more understanding about how the transmission was truly accidental. well, i feel like our relationship is coming to an end-just growing apart lol. when i think about dating again i get so turned off. at first i was drowning in my sorrows about the risk of me giving hsv to someone else, but now, i'm more concerned about all the other stds that i could accidentally contract. since my diagnosis i've educated myself on sexual health to the point where i don't even want to risk having sex. i'm okay living with hsv, but the idea of contracting something else on top of hsv terrifies me 🤷🏽‍♀️.