Ughhhhh just waiting and venting

Mirela

As I am anxiously waiting I can't find anyone who understands my frustration but my fellow mammas here :) So I am FTM, have no clue how real contractions are suppose to look like :/ where is it supposed to hurt? I have some on the middle of my belly, but they are not very painful just tighten my belly a lot and kinda take me breath away! My baby is super active though. 38+2, 2.5cm dilated, no idea about effacement, I lost my mucus plug 2 days ago and still waiting 😫 I know nobody can tell me when can I expect to go into labor but that's the only thing I want to hear ☹️ ughhhhh just venting