So I'm 20 years old and I'm 7 weeks and 3 days along. When I told my fiancé about the pregnancy, he told me that I have to get an abortion. After crying and trying to talk to him, he told me to call his stepmom and see what she thinks we should do. She was with me on keeping the baby. And she wanted to talk to Dustin. Abortion is against my beliefs for myself. I've had two miscarriages in the past year with him. Anyways he called her later and then came up to me and told me that I was going to fly out to Oklahoma to live with his stepmom and dad. I had no say. But the day before my flight, I was crying because I didn't want to go and I called his stepmom and cancelled the flight. I was scared that he would end up cheating on me or something.

Since he found about the pregnancy, he gets drunk every Thursday and Friday but this past weekend it was a Thursday through Sunday. Then he just had the audacity to call me and yell at me. Saying that this is all my fault and that I need to get an abortion. That this baby is going to ruin us. I told him that he is going ruin us. I currently am having to live at my parents because his mom had kicked us out. He is sleeping on his friend's couch. And doing nothing to save money. Actually he keeps calling me for money. He spent his entire paycheck two weeks ago in one night. We've been getting into fights a lot lately and I have a feeling that I'm going to have to end things with him. He says he's not ready to have a baby and that I planned this (which I didn't.) He told that there's still time to get rid of it, and I quote "it's not even a baby yet." I got so mad I told him "yes it is. It has a heart, a brain, and little legs and arms." And once again he said it doesn't. I have an ultrasound appointment tomorrow morning. He has never any interest in going to an appointment. I love him so much but I don't know what to do. Please I need advice on whether I should try to make things work with him or not. I truly love him.