42 and wondering

I am 42 yo mum to two amazing kids (16 and 12) I was surprised to learn in June that I was pregnant with my third.

This pregnancy was not planned, but welcomed. I found out at 10 week scan no HB and measured 8 week. I had a d & c on Tuesday.

I now find myself actually wanting to try - as in this baby wasn't planned - I had sex twice without protection and got pregnant, in the first month... and this desire to have a baby I have not felt since I was ttc with my now 12 year old.

I am just wondering .... is anyone in the same boat ... feeling a little emotional and crazy but very clear at the same time ... I don't think this is a knee jerk reaction to the miscarriage, it's actually on reflection given clarity... I actually want to have another child.