Gender disappointment

I'm having my second boy, this is our last baby so I'm now trying to come to terms I'll never have a girl. I'm sure my feelings will change once I have the baby. But right now I just don't even feel excited about this baby anymore after finding out yesterday I've just cried. I want to be excited. I want to feel like pickinf names clothes ect, but I just don't feel that way I feel so distant from my pregnancy now. I even had my first big outside kick last night and it was great but I was just reminded that the girl I've literally yearned for will never be mine.. we honestly only had a second hoping to have a girl, I got so focused I guess I didn't think another boy could be possible...

I'm thankful for a healthy baby I have to be happy right, anyone else ever feel this? Did it change how's you get over it