need to change myself

ru

i dont know why i m like this i m always available for people who are close to me i want to be busy but unable to do it even if i m even at that time i answer their calls and make myself free change my schedule i know i should not do this always but feels helpless in changing myself because it hurts me when they dont even make a little tym for me when i need them i know its not their fault ..i dont know how to deal with it ... i feel so lonely even i m having so many people around me 😢😢