My Rape Story (TRIGGER WARNING)

I am only a teen. When I was 5 and 6 my friend across the street had a pool. I would go over and we would swim. One day I was getting unchanged in what I thought was her room. But really, she had left and I was in her Grandfathers room. While I was naked, he walked in and told me to lay down on the bed and spread my legs. I was only 5 so I did as told. He proceeded to rape me and touch me everywhere. This went on for 2 DAYS STRAIGHT. I was clueless. I finally told my dad and broke out in tears. The next thing I know we are meeting in the woods in my town with the police. They took all my clothes that had been worn. I was immediately rushed to the hospital. They scanned my whole body for evidence for my trial they I didn't know about. By then It was 12:00 am and I had school in 8 hours. Now then I didn't know it was called raped, so I had to tell my teachers what had happened in detail. I now realize how uncomfortable that must have made then. Anyway, I found out that the man who did this to me was also doing it to my friend (his granddaughter) and the parents of her knew but didn't tell the police because if they did the man would kick them out. Now he's in jail for 2 accounts of child rape and molester. And the house it was done in was torn down a mansion was built. I am fine but whenever the boys in my school make fun of raping I get triggered I snap and can't control myself. Comment how I should deal with this!!! Thank you so much for reading❤️