Ugh......

I haven’t had any cramping, no bleeding but I had the bright idea (not) to try to hear the hb on a home doppler today at 9weeks 3days and couldn’t hear anything but my own, I don’t look nearly as bloated as I did less than a week ago, and I’m really fuckin good at scaring the shit out of myself. I don’t get another ultrasound until 20weeks, I guess I’m just curious did any of you put yourself threw this and everything was fine? I’m well aware it’s early and definitely possible it was just TO early but I need someone to calm me down.