My husband says he wants to have a baby, but why do I feel like I'm in this alone? I have been actively logging my symptoms daily, but my periods have always been irregular so the predictions are really not reliable right now.

I'm late again but after 2 negative tests it's hard to get out of this sad mood. DH on the other hand, is so carefree about it! "It will happen when it happens," he says. But we are having sex less often. He feels pressured.

So here I am, taking prenatal vitamins, eating healthy, working out, abstaining from alcohol, and he gets to eat ice cream everyday and go on with his life, as if we aren't in the process of trying to make this happen. All I want is to feel like I have a partner, for him to show me that he means what he says because actions speak louder than words and if he won't even have sex with me, there's no way we can concieve!!

With each day that passes I feel more and more alone. And there's not really anyone I can talk to. We haven't been "trying" for a year so I can't go to a doctor.

I guess I just wanted to vent a little, and maybe someone out there can relate to how I feel.