uhg, feel horrible

I let my nanny go, but because of my sheepish nature did not tell her the full reason why. Only that we took a spot at a daycare we tried to get into a while ago (which is true). It sucks to hurt someone, but I was not comfortable leaving my son with her. She was very upset because they need the money. Nannying is not a steady job though, we did not have a contract and I was paying her under the table.