Feeling fed up


Not sure if this is just a pregnancy topic but as I'm having twins i decided on here...

I'm 14 weeks pregnant and I guess I was expecting to feel different by now but if anything I feel worse, I'm so tired all the time but can't sleep properly at night... work is soooooo hard up and down stairs all day, my fuse is so short at the moment that I'd just rather sit in a room by myself.

I have loads I need to do but can't summon up the energy to do it which is driving me crazy.

I've had 2 previous miscarriages which I guess make me more anxious about these 2 babies.

I have a heap of other stuff going through my mind which I won't bore you all with but I just don't feel right,

I feel huge too 😞everything makes me want to cry again which I hate because I feel so stupid 😳

I don't feel excited anymore just scared at the moment, has anyone else felt like this is it normal. ?