Sometimes I feel like I dont wanna leave him other times I don't wanna be near him. I know for a fact that I deeply care about him but I don't wanna just be with him for sex. He says he adores me but sometimes I feel like I'll be ok if we breakup. Like I don't feel like my world would come to an end. Maybe because I've been single so long I know how to cope with pain. But I do know that I'm not head over heels in love with him