My husband of two years has a 5 year old child in Mexico. He only goes 2 weeks every year to go see her. His work only allows him to be gone that long. Also, when he goes he stays with his baby momma and the kid house which he build for them when they were together. The baby momma is obsessed with my man, and wants him back. According to my husband he set the record straight to her and told her to back off. How ever he never takes me with him when he goes. That pisses me off so much. And infuriating me more is that he goes and spends his time with them. Like a lil family. I ask to take me with him and he doesn't want to, and when hes over there we are just arguing bcuz he says im a jealous maniac! But he gives me my motives to why i get the way i do!! What makes me think he doesn't cheat on me with her when we arguing!! And then he always denies everything! I dont have access to his phone! He says he likes to keep his shit private but that just makes me more doubtful! Although he tells me he loves me and that im crazy for making things up I still cant help to feel the way i do!! Then he wants us to have a baby!! Im so confused on what to do! Dont wanna have a baby then find out he is cheating!! Idk guyss ughh help me!