Worrying about my rainbow

L 🤰🏻 • •Heart belongs to a state trooper 💙 •AGL 4-10-18 👶🏽💜🌈 •Bonus son- ELW 👦🏼💚 •EJW 6-2-20💓👶🏻

I'm currently around 5w6d pregnant after a MMC at 12w4d in May. I go for my first ultrasound on the 31st of this month and I'm so nervous, scared and excited. I hope and pray every is okay with my rainbow. My hcg is doubling every 33hrs so that gives me hope that everything is okay. 🌈❤️ but for you ladies who have experienced losses.. what did you do to stay calm and not worry so much?