Need support and encouragement😭😭😭

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πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’”πŸ’” I know it's very selfish of me to ask for support because I know there's a lot of women on here TTC and have been for YEARS. I'm still young and stuff but sometimes I feel like I just can't get pregnant. I've been TTC with my fiancΓ©e since May and I don't feel like it should be this hard. I have had a miscarriage before, I had to get a D&C....; but I don't think that's the problem here. Maybe I'm trying too hard? My fiancΓ©e and my mom keep telling me I'm trying too hard and just to not think about it then it will happen... how can I not?! I long to have a baby sooooo bad and I just break down and cry sometimes cause it's like when I get a period I feel like I lost a baby I didn't even have yet!! And I keep hearing this bounce around in my head "let go And let god" but it's like I try and then I keep doing the stuff I was supposed to let go of like checking my cervical mucus and cervix... also I should mention that I am an extremely impatient person so this feels like eternity πŸ’”I don't know if any of you can relate but yeah..... any words of support or advice won't be dismissed thanks ladiesβ€οΈπŸ˜”