I've been trying to get a job for a little over a month now and I'm running into walls basically, I have awful job history and I neeeeed a way out or I'm going to be homeless, and without anything. I'm only 19!

I'm going to give an update of my history..

16yo - Server - Huddle House (Similar to an IHOP)

Worked for two weeks, I was in high school, it was stressful and I wanted to be with friends more than go to work.

18yo - Hostess - Cracker Barrel

Worked for one month, I was an idiot in a toxic relationship that was controlling and he made me think he was more important than my job. (Got this job shortly after getting my high school diploma.)

18yo - Server - Steak 'N Shake

Worked for a month, toxic ex came back into my life and I was too worried of being alone. (Stupid? I know more than you think.) He made me miss work..

19yo - Cashier/Associate - Travel Center (Gas station)

Worked for 4 months... I left because, the assistant manager pushed me to my limit I couldn't handle it. She was lazy and downright rude. The General manager was her sister, so going to her was no good. The Regional manager loved her as an employee because, she put on an act when he was around. Also, did no good.

It was easier quitting.

19yo - Crew member - McDonalds

Worked for three weeks, quit for three reasons. 1. Was sexually harrassed by an employee who worked there for 3 years, and everyone else seemed to love. 2. I got kicked out of my parents home, my Stepmom alcoholic and abusive, verbally and physically. I was homeless and HAD to move in with my short term relationship, boyfriend. 3. I worked there three weeks and they put no effort into training me. I had no idea how to take orders or do anything other than put lids on cups, stock, make a few drinks, and I taught myself the bagging thing, when the runners were too busy with something else. I didnt even know how to do fries.

There are SO MANY reasons I should have just stuck the jobs out. But, I was a moron and didn't think it would come back to haunt me. But, now I'm living with my boyfriend I've dated for a month, and we have bills to pay and me not working, stresses him out. And me as well. I dont even have a drivers license, but his parents live nearby and are willing to help.

I need advice, I really don't know what to do. I know, I was incredibly stupid. I call jobs to check an application and they say they'll check and call me back and they DON'T! We live right by, another McDonald's that I've called SIX times, and they are a dead end. I just want a job, I want to do better than I've done before. But, no one is wanting to trust me or anything. And I'm 19, I can't really say ive never had a job! I wish though!

I'm very aware I was stupid, please just help anyway possible.