Baby after breakup

I was suppose to get my period three in a half days ago this is my fourth day I was suppose to get it today I'm still waiting. My period usually hasn't done this so this is irregular, I desperately wanted a baby and had to make the hardest based decision of my life and leave my abusive boyfriend who is mentally and physically hurting me in many forms and ways.. and I can't help but think I possibly have a chance I may be pregnant. But this isn't the way I wanted it to all work out I truly did think me and him could work it out with therapy but god gave me my final decision to just stop being so unhappy, which I am unhappy either way because I hate my life and every aspect of it because I feel worthless everyday of my life and I hate my reflection and just wanted to have a bundle of joy I could enjoy for the rest of my life I don't know if I made a good decision but let's see what happens maybe my blessing will be a baby but who knows maybe I'm just late. Please pray for me!