Hi beautiful, yeah I'm talking to you.

AF came to town this cycle? get another BFN? yeah, me too. remember you body is capable of wonderful amazing abilities. It doesn't give up in you as long as you don't give up on it. look in a mirror and remind yourself right now that as a woman your body can do this and you are so beautiful and strong. remind yourself that good things come in good time, when everything is right and maybe when you least expect it. I know it's hard seeing all these super young and irresponsible girls are getting what you want with out trying. I know it's hard that everywhere you go you see newborn babies and pregnant lady's and envy them deeply. I know all who struggle as I have have this emptiness in their hearts. I know we all long that BFP and even more so to hold a baby you spent so long to get, make and push out. I struggle every day seeing people who where drunk or on drugs when they got pregnant and I haven't had a drink in 9 months hoping that I might be pregnant or could become pregnant very soon. I struggle mentally every single month my period is late and test just to get a negative and start AF the next day. today I looked into the mirror as I got into the shower and started hating my body for not doing what it suppose to do. But then I realize that talking negatively about my body to myself was not only hurtful to my own feelings but to my body that is struggling so much to work as I want it to. I told myself I am beautiful and that everything happens for a reason and when it is suppose to happen it will. i released this anger that has been building up and let it go. anger and hate towards my body will not help me, but hurt me. so you, yes you! go release yourself of the anger and hate for your body and for others that get what you want without wanting it or trying for it. let it go, it isn't easy but the energy we spend on this negativity isn't helping us, it's hurting us. so let it go. just let it go. ❤