Miscarriage

I've been wanting to share my story for awhile now, hoping maybe it'll make me feel better. I found out I was pregnant for the first time on my husbands birthday this year, around ten weeks his grandma comes over saying that we need to move out of where we were living and all this bullshit, that same night I ended up miscarraying. Then three months ago we found out I was pregnant again and we got super excited, I made it to five almost six weeks with that pregnancy before misscarrying. After both of those were ttc again and hoping it goes better but after two miscarriages things are different. its hard to look at pregnant women or new babies.