so, i have no d of lost myself today. I asked my husband to purchase some alcohol for me, he got a his t daiquiri and even added extra Bacardi to it. I drank it all and ki d of hit stage 6. his "gf" was going to call and all I wanted was a huh before I left him and he gave me a look like " f you and leave " I kinda went nuts and broke some stuff, hurt my hands in the process. I do t want a divorce but he keeps rubbing this girl and their affair child in my face. I'm trying to make him see that I can see past all this and deal with her if need be as long as she isn't rubbed in my face. is it time to leave or should I keep trying?