I'm so over life 😔

My fiancé became a pipeliner because we really needed money. We were living on less than $1000 a month and struggled so much to make ends meet. Now I'm on the road with him and our son.... I just can't do it. I miss home, I miss my doggies.... I miss my old life. 😭 I know that I can go home, but I would feel worse taking our son away.

It doesn't help we have been trying to conceive for over a year now... At the one year mark I got pregnant, and it resulted in a miscarriage by 6 weeks... Life just fucking sucks sometimes.. ya know?😭

I'm sorry for the rant, I'm just so overwhelmed and over life. 😔